The Ragbag of a Human Heart

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 Dear Reader,

Muntjacs are native to Southeast Asia and were first introduced to Britain in 1894 at Woburn Park, Bedfordshire.  Following deliberate releases and escapes from the early 20th century onwards, they have spread to become a common, invasive species in much of England and Wales. Their success is due to their small size, adaptability and a year-round breeding ability which allows them to thrive in diverse habitats including urban areas.

The spiritual meaning of the muntjac deer combines general deer symbolism with its unique characteristics, suggesting a focus on defending on what is yours, alertness and finely tuned instincts.

The muntjac's ability to bark emphasizes the importance of announcing trouble or danger, while its continuous mating cycle can symbolize perpetual renewal or a connection to nature's continuous cycle.  Muntjacs also scream when frightened.  Does and offspring communicate with a series of squeaks.  

 

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Reading in the paper that it was going to be the worst flu winter ever I very reluctantly decided to have a vaccination myself.  Years ago I had one and felt ill for weeks.  I only have one and a half lungs and was told that if I got flu it would be curtains for me.  So I had it. And have felt fine, no side effects this time.   Surely this story tells us something?  I am not quite sure what but perhaps sometimes we have to do something against our wishes that turns out to be the right thing, as we have been advised.

 

 

 

From John Everett Millais   November 19th  1851 in Surrey

'Fearfully cold.   Landscape trees upon my window-panes.  After breakfast chopped wood, and after that painted ivy.....See symptoms of a speedy finish to my background.  After lunch pelted down some remaining apples in the orchard.   Read Tennyson and the Thirty-Nine Articles.'                                            

From John Ruskin   November 24th  1857 in Surrey   

'Very wet.  But quiet, and birds singing all sorts of delicate airs, richly, as if it was spring.'

 

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The Ragbag of a human heart

 

 

He saw the girl

young, beautiful, innocent,

inflamed her with clever words,

caught her

seduced her

smiled, walked away.

 

At the bus stop

he saw an old lady

waiting in the rain,

offered her a lift,

drove her back to her house,

made her a cup of tea,

hugged her,

smiled,  walked away.

 

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Very best wishes, Patricia 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thanks Private Norfolk

 

 Dear Reader,

 

I have just been watching the ceremony at the Cenotaph in London and it always brings tears to my eyes.  Over 10,000 people marched past this morning and I would like to say thank you to everyone of them.  Think what they did for us.  Each one of them had done something to make our lives safer, with more freedom and a better future.  

On Remembrance Sunday I always think of my father, Major Harold Huth.  He was in the Royal Army Service Corps and was mentioned in Dispatches on three occasions.  I have a letter written in l916 congratulating my grand parents from a Colonel Harrison, and his other officers, on their son's distinguished conduct and gallantry.  

So today, as always, I am thinking of you Dad, and thanking you for the part you played to give us all the freedoms we now enjoy, and I am sending you my best love. 

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Ltd Colonel John McCrae:

"In Flanders fields, the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row."

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 From H.W. Longfellow   1807 - 1882

Lives of Great men all remind us
we can make our lives sublime
and, departing, leave behind us
footprints on the sands of time.

 

From Jane Austen     November 17th    1798 in Hampshire 

"What fine weather this is!   Not very becoming perhaps early in the morning, but very pleasant out of doors at noon, and wholesome - at least everybody fancies so, and imagination is everything."

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Thanks, Private Norfolk

 

 

You left, singing, with your pals,

marching for good and glory.

You hadn’t yet dug a trench,

killed an unknown soldier,

seen dead bodies, smelt their stench,

heard comrades’ last sickening cries.

 

You gave your life with generous heart,

believed the lies

dispatched by loftier ranks.

And so to you, dear Private Norfolk,

I give salute,

and my deepest thanks

 

for swapping your mauve rain-skies,

your white-breast beaches, and beckoning sea,

your level fields of ripening corn,

to fight in foreign fields, for us,

for me.

 

 

 

 

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With very best wishes, Patricia 

 

 

 

 

 

Separation

 Dear Reader,

 

 

Redwings 

 

 

 

 

The history of the redwing bird is marked by its scientific description by Carl Linnaeus in 1758 and its long standing presence as a winter visitor to the UK with its name deriving from the red underwings.

Its presence in the UK as a breeding bird is a more recent development, first recorded in Scotland in 1925.  The redwings status as a winter visitor has been documented for centuries with early mention appearing in texts as far back as 1678.

Redwings migrate to the UK from Iceland, Scandinavia, and Russia during the autumn to escape the harsh northern winters.   They are known to be nomadic and will move in response to food availability, meaning their presence in the UK can fluctuate yearly.

Redwings feed on worms and berries, particularly hawthorn and rowan.  When food is scarce they will venture into gardens and orchards in search of a bite to eat.  Apples seems to be their favourite food. 

 

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 From D.H. Lawrence   November 9th  1915 in Oxfordshire

'When I drive across this country, with autumn falling and rustling to pieces, I am so sad, for my country, for this great wave of civilization, 2000 years, which is now collapsing, that is is hard to live.  So much beauty and pathos of old things passing away and no new things coming; this house (Garsington Manor) - it is England - my God, it breaks my soul - their England, these shafted windows, the elm trees, the blue distance - the past, the great past, crumbling down, breaking down, not under the force of coming birds, but under the weight of many exhausted lovely yellow leaves, that drift over the lawn, and over the pond, like the soldiers, passing away, into winter and the darkness of winter - no, I can't bear it.  For the winter stretches ahead where all vision is lost and all memory dies out.'

 

 

From Dorothy Wordsworth   November 10th   1800 in Westmorland 

'I baked bread.  A fine clear frosty morning.   We walked after dinner to Rydale village.  Jupiter over the hilltops, the only star, like a sun, flashed out at intervals from behind a black cloud.' 

 

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Separation

 

Sometimes, in the night, sharing  our bed

I feel cage-restrained.

I cannot stretch, or scratch, or swear

at moths or mosquitoes looking for

the light, or me.   I cannot listen to the

World Service, speak outloud or hum.

 

 

And yet and yet, separated,

my being yearns for you.

Not for rapturous couplings

not for passion, but for oneness.

It is my primordial need

to share the beat of breath,

the silent, unconscious rhythm of life

that is not yet death.

 

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With very best wishes, Patricia